Fear- an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.
I fear many things in life just like everyone else. I fear being lonely, I fear rejection, I fear getting hurt, and I especially fear the future. I have no idea what will happen to me in a year. I don't even know what will happen to me tomorrow. I know nothing is guaranteed or promised in this life. It would be so much easier if it was though.
I catch myself thinking about the past way too much. So much that it has brought me to tears. I, just like anyone else, have messed up a few times in my life. I've said and done things I didn't mean, and I can't do anything to take those things back.
Do you ever just wonder why? Why you're put in certain situations surrounded by certain people on a certain day at a certain time? You aren't guaranteed extra time on this earth with the people you care most about.
Past relationships, romantic or friendships, seem to just not matter anymore. When I catch myself thinking about old friends and my past relationship I just get sad. The thoughts just fill my mind and take over everything and anything else that I could be thinking about. I allow this to happen, though. I get in so deep that I'm not even myself anymore.
Letting go truly is one of the hardest parts of life. Well, my life anyway. I forgive people so easily because I just don't want to deal with the situation anymore, and I'm great at putting on a smile and showing that nothing bothers me. But the truth is, there are so many things constantly running through my head. I think about the people in my life who have hurt me and never apologized for it. I think about the many guys that have screwed me over and pushed me to the side like trash. I think about the stupid decisions I've made in my life and wonder endlessly why I chose to do those things.
But why worry about all of these things? After letting out all of my emotions on you and seeming to be unhappy and sad with my life, that is not my point I'm trying to make here. The point I want to make to you is that I know my worth. I will not allow someone to be my priority while allowing myself to be their option. My value doesn't decrease based on someone's inability to see my worth. I'm better than that, and so are you. I am what I am, if you don't like me, turn your head and walk away. Simple as that.
Know your worth, people. It's not about being rich or popular or being highly educated or perfect. It's about being real, being humble, being strong and being able to touch the lives of others. Only then will you be able to live a full, happy and contented life.
Cheers, friends.
I fear many things in life just like everyone else. I fear being lonely, I fear rejection, I fear getting hurt, and I especially fear the future. I have no idea what will happen to me in a year. I don't even know what will happen to me tomorrow. I know nothing is guaranteed or promised in this life. It would be so much easier if it was though.
I catch myself thinking about the past way too much. So much that it has brought me to tears. I, just like anyone else, have messed up a few times in my life. I've said and done things I didn't mean, and I can't do anything to take those things back.
Do you ever just wonder why? Why you're put in certain situations surrounded by certain people on a certain day at a certain time? You aren't guaranteed extra time on this earth with the people you care most about.
Past relationships, romantic or friendships, seem to just not matter anymore. When I catch myself thinking about old friends and my past relationship I just get sad. The thoughts just fill my mind and take over everything and anything else that I could be thinking about. I allow this to happen, though. I get in so deep that I'm not even myself anymore.
Letting go truly is one of the hardest parts of life. Well, my life anyway. I forgive people so easily because I just don't want to deal with the situation anymore, and I'm great at putting on a smile and showing that nothing bothers me. But the truth is, there are so many things constantly running through my head. I think about the people in my life who have hurt me and never apologized for it. I think about the many guys that have screwed me over and pushed me to the side like trash. I think about the stupid decisions I've made in my life and wonder endlessly why I chose to do those things.
But why worry about all of these things? After letting out all of my emotions on you and seeming to be unhappy and sad with my life, that is not my point I'm trying to make here. The point I want to make to you is that I know my worth. I will not allow someone to be my priority while allowing myself to be their option. My value doesn't decrease based on someone's inability to see my worth. I'm better than that, and so are you. I am what I am, if you don't like me, turn your head and walk away. Simple as that.
Know your worth, people. It's not about being rich or popular or being highly educated or perfect. It's about being real, being humble, being strong and being able to touch the lives of others. Only then will you be able to live a full, happy and contented life.
Cheers, friends.